Burned...

I am a really patient person. I genuinely care about my friends, and when someone does them wrong...if I can help them I will. Recently I took in my friend who had some really tragic stuff go on in her relationship. Violent things...I won't extrapolate because it isn't my business to talk about in my public blog. It was so hard to see her and her child being depressed. Being there and talking to her while she cried. Holding her on a few occasions.
I really felt like I built her back up, gave her confidence. She had been seeing a guy for a little while...and yea it didn't exactly work out but you know...they don't always work out. I have watched her kinda just spiral downward because of all of this and I honestly feel bad for her. The shit that has happened to her nobody really deserves. I have actually LOST SLEEP over her condition.
So today I got home from hanging out with a friend and she informed me that THAT GUY THAT FUCKED HER UP WAS IN HER ROOM. Not only that but that he was staying the night.

So wait...I held you while you cried over the things that you went through with this guy...I have been cleaning up after you and your child, feeling sorry for you, listening to you talk about how crappy your life is...and you are gonna bring THIS DUDE IN MY FUCKING HOUSE? I didn't even know what to say. Im over having altercations with people and fighting about shit so I just said that it wasn't ok and I went upstairs...only to get frustrated and leave shortly after that to come here and blog cause my internet is off at the house.

I feel kinda burned you know? Like all of that care I gave her was FOR NOTHING. All the concern and worry and you are just gonna go back to him? It's not my business...but it is my house. That FELON is not going to be allowed back in my house again. She is welcome to stay, and I actually want her to stay in my house and prosper and move on...but that is just not kosher.
I know that the rate that abuse victims actually go back to their abuser is pretty high...but I thought that the extreme that this situation got to was enough. UGH.